In the blink of an eye, I was betrayed.
the love i felt fading away
disappeared in an instant.
What used to be affection
was substituted for destruction
though it was a while ago.
though it was a life time ago
it sits inside me
though i am alive
and you are no more
the pain of the memories
in the mind
and on the body
still with with me.
Nightmares aren't just bad dreams
strength being pulled from within
being held together by blood and tears
here I am
the pain generates the anger
the anger still sits within me
though i can hide it,
it's there until the next wince
no longer blinded
exposed to myself
the innerself
tears falling, in the blink of an eye.
